UGH

So here I am now contemplating the very real possibility that I may be moving to somewhere else in the state. As part of my obligation to the state I agreed to apply for jobs all over. Somehow I didn't think I would actually have this much trouble finding a job here though. But so far I have applied for three different jobs around the state, most of which are on the complete opposite end of the state (as there's pretty much nothing in the middle here.)

So it looks like I may be uprooting myself again. This will suck for a number of reasons. One, I will be spending a lot more money on rent. I really have a good gig right now living with Chris and Amber with really cheap rent. If I move, suddenly I will be on my own which means paying all the rent myself plus the utilities. Two, I will have to pay to move all of my stuff. I might be able to get Chris to help me move it all with the trailblazer and the trailer but it will still cost a lot in gas money. Then, I'm facing living in a new city which means I have to make new friends all over again, which we all know I'm not all that good at. And I will be living by myself, which again will suck.

On the plus side, maybe I will actually gain the motivation to have a social life if I am not living with anyone, because then I will always be alone if I don't actually get myself out there. Anyway, stay tuned....